went to catch the fireworks today. so nice and cool(: i realise i catch them everyyear. lol.
it was sooo niceee.
walked along the same roads, ate at the same place. gosh. i miss them.
i guess, ive been too focused lately. just focusing on the things around me. but i never really took a step back to look at everything. i guess it takes you awhile before you start thinking.
my signature was "analyzed". and im preoccupied with death?! haha!! oh wells.




im sorry if ic ant be there for you. im sorry if i cant understand. im sorry if i cant be that bucket you vomit all your troubles in. im sorry if i act like a little child. im sorry if im too immature. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry.
i cant be there for you physically all the time. but you know my number. you know that im always with you spiritually.
i cant understand, but you can always tell me.
i cant be that bucket, maybe you're just not vomitting.
i act like a child. childish delights make my day. wad makes yours?

you try to come back to the days before. days when you thought it was perfect. now that you look back, it wasnt that perfect after all. it was filled with many disgusting and ugly holes. but you still want to go back. why? tell me why? i see the ugly holes. why cant you too?
move on, my dear. move on. i know you've tried. but i know you're still looking back while walking forward. turn you head around and look straight! im always behind you.